So, i was enrolled into my new school a couple weeks back and during our orientation, i met this cute, pretty, vocal girl. Though we never actually talked or even knew each other at first, i knew she was almost everything i wanted. Let's just call her 'Firework' for now.
Firework is a very cute girl. She wears this blue/black thing in which girls use to tie their hair. She dons a black yet simple pair of glasses. She also wears this awesome purple, Jansport schoolbag. She can speak or rather, converse pretty well. I was shocked! She really didn't look like those kind of girls that could speak well. Anyway, what's pretty about her is her smile. Also, she's kind of loud and active at the same time. Kind of like an extrovert.
A few days after, on a fine Thursday, i saw her after school rushing to go somewhere or for something. I wanted to ask for her number but i hesitated and relent. I went to finish some of my cards for a charades game later on. Halfway through, which must have been God's calling, i told myself 'hey, opportunity doesn't come knocking twice'. I grabbed myself and ran for her. By this time, she was already out of school. I chased anyway. Luckily, she was just outside the school gate when i caught up. She was talking to another person and well, when she turned around, i asked for her number informally.
"Hey, can i have your number," i asked.
"Uhh, no?" She replied. "Why do you want my number"
I hesistated but replied soon after. "Cos' i kind of like you and i want to talk to you?"
"Uhh, okay but, if you can remember my number, that is."
A bus stopped. "Wait, are you rushing off?"
"Yes, but i'm not taking this bus, i'm rushing off for a concert."
I quickly took out my phone and listened intently. "So your number is?"
"9........" She smiled.
"Enjoy your concert!" I grinned and went back to school.
Yeah, that was probably what i recalled. It was a HUGE step for me. I don't really approach girls like this so, yeah. In fact, i haven't tried to approach girls like that until that day. However, i didn't regret my decision because i stepped out of my comfort zone and took the opportunity.
We texted for 2 whole hours after she reached home - which was like 11.30pm. She told me a lot of stuff in 2 hours. I couldn't explicitly remember the details but i know we both enjoyed that night, no matter how tired we both are.
We gradually texted, but less rigour, and we met up once to study together. Since she had an extra lecture and i have a meeting going on, we both agreed to meet after our stuff. However, my meeting got dragged till 6.30pm and i thought she would already have went home already. But when i reached our rendezvous area, she was still there! I apologised and asked how long did she wait for me and her reply was 'an hour'. I was touched and guilty at the same time. We've only met a few days ago and you're already waiting for me for an hour on such a superficial meetup? Awesome. So, after studying and finishing some of my assignments, we walked home. She lives in CT while i stayed in WDL. I walked her till the bus interchange. I wanted to wait for her bus with her but she chased me away. Haha! It was kind of funny though.
Today, she texted for awhile and kind of ignored me for at least 12 hours. I'm not too sure what i've done wrong or what i've done. Maybe i should give her a break. Maybe, i'm doing the same mistake to every other girl that i lay eyes on. Anyway, i'm pretty sure she's the only one for me. At this point, i'm willing to say that i'll wait for her as she once told me through text that she wouldn't want a relationship until she's 18/21 years old. I told her i'll wait. I told myself that i must wait. But the only 2 fears i have is her drifting away or someone else comes into the picture.
God i pray that you'd bless her and help the both of us for what's best and not. Gos i pray that she's safe and sound wherever she might be and God, give me strength to wait. Thank you God, i pray all this in your name, Jesus.
